CONTEXT ADDED BY ADMIN: END OF CONTEXT Ask my wife. I never get things done. I'm not mature and still act like a 25 year old. My kids ask me when am I going to be a real Dad. My oldest (17) and I used to talk like 2 guys watching a game. Now, we barely even look at each other. The middle (14) can go either way. The 9 year old is still Daddy's little girl who loves to play softball.I have the same thoughts as you. Would I change it? Can't really say one way or another. 5 years ago I moved to S.C. for what I thought would be a change and get me out of my 40 year old funk. 19 months later and deeper in debt I moved back to FL in the same house I couldn't sell. I looked within and seen it was me who had to change. Everyday I try to be better and work on things that frustrate me.I now realize I only am one man who can only do so much. The good thing is I have a family I can fall back on. Things I can do nothing about I let go. It may take awhile to realize it but it comes.Pensa. You have a family. It is here. Why else would you post this query? You are looking for some direction and guidance. I can't think of a better place! All kinds of different people! Age, religion, ethnic, gender and fans of different teams. Its all here. This is what make Mudlizard.com great.All you have to do is ask. You'll get answers. The rest is up to you. I got faith in you, so you got that going for ya.
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